Ridiculously deranged but happy.

I've been such a huge anti-socialnetworkingsite lately. My facebook is dead silent, tweeting has become a weekly ritual rather than daily (at least), and my promises on revamping this blog and claiming my .info domain prize soon is almost becoming so impossible to fulfill.

But you see, it's good cause I'm beginning to dole out more time on my extra curricular whereabouts. My school duties are doing better than ever. Though I'm still crossing my fingers for better grades this semester.

My lovelife is... not a lovelife. Eitherway it's enough reason for me to smile a little more often that usual. Let's just say I'm in those days where... uhm.. I can always uhhh... tell someone how my days were. It's good to have someone tell you it's going to be better tomorrow when you've had a rough day.


Here's to knowing what you need to be happy. I know what I need - a good amount of sleep, a cup of coffee in a beautiful morning, tons of good vibes from people around me and, someone always there to lean on. Who says you have to be in love to be happy?

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Anyone else but me.

There is that moment, perhaps in one of your random normal days, when you stare at empty space, and ask yourself, "Who am I?"

Sometimes I forget I should think of myself as someone who is worth something - anything. Do you know that feeling? When you just feel so small, so incredibly worthless, that despite wanting so bad to grow back to your normal useful self, you just curl up, and disappear into space instead?


I'm sad. I'm weak. I'm scared. I'm empty. I'm as light as a group of clouds floating in vast space. Right now, I want to be anyone else but myself.

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